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Night Songs

by Benedict Benjamin

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Kevin Barry
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Kevin Barry A perfectly crafted piece of beauty Favorite track: Better Man.
Luke Murray
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Luke Murray Love this album, if you get chance see Ben live! Favorite track: The Hardest Thing.
Roseanne Alvarez
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Roseanne Alvarez Ben Rubinstein brings the feels with this Benedict Benjamin release. Pure singer/song writer gold here, and enough genre play to keep you coming back for repeated listens. "Thin Skin" takes the prize for ear worm of the year; give it a listen and give it love! Favorite track: Thin Skin.
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1.
Oh there’s nothing left Final traces have now been swept Oh no nothing left Wash the salt from the tears you wept Clouds for a time will keep But roses grow through the cold concrete Move on those tired tired feet Oh just let it be The sooner clear then the sooner free You can’t kill a memory But can bury it deep so a man can breathe Clouds for a time will keep But roses grow through the cold concrete Move on those tired tired feet Standing still won’t get you anywhere Don’t stand still I know I’ve done my share Oh no summer froze Winter came, just the way it goes You take the sun then you take the snow Life is Bitter but it’s Sweet you know Clouds for a time will keep But roses grow through the cold concrete Move on those tired tired feet
2.
There’s a fever growing in my stomach There are questions I’ve tried to ignore Though I bite them down they always come back And now they're knocking at my door I wish your lies were better my dear Your secrets further from view I wish your lies were better my dear And I could ignore the truth Doubt it grows in silence like a cancer Questions held too long held will start to burn Anger moves within you like a dancer And eats at the truths you held firm I wish your lies were better my dear Your secrets further from view I wish your lies were better my dear And I could ignore the truth Over and over i’ve turned your words They can’t hide what i see Where’ve you been tonight my only darling And what are you doing to me
3.
Thin Skin 02:45
I have thin skin baby Can’t help how I bruise Your honest words are needed Doesn’t mean they’re welcome too There is a dividing line Cutting through the will and the design There is who I’d like to be and who I am I’m the sum of choices made I’m the sum of errors and mistakes There is who I’d like to be and who i can I have thin skin baby Wish it were not so Give me some truth honey And I’ll tell you to go There is a dividing line Cutting through the will and the design There is who I want to be and who I am I’m the end of choices made I’m the sum of errors and mistakes There is who I try to be and who i can Admitting fault is easier than facing it I have thin skin baby Sorry how I bruise Sorry that i punish Those that tell the truth
4.
We danced till the morning till we couldn’t walk We danced till the morning to hold off our talk I would like to see You tonight can we Find some time to be On our own I held you to me as our bodies swayed Couldn’t be closer yet so far away I would like to see You tonight can we Find some time to be On our own There’s a problem here my dear it’s clear There’s a problem here my dear
5.
Don’t know how you got in But now you’re under my skin You’re every thought I think You’re every song i sing My feet I have found have no need for the ground I am lost and I’m losing you Off with my head now the cold’s claimed my bed To a grave of my choosing I thought that I was strong Turns out I was just young Thought i could take you on Time showed me I was wrong My feet I have I found have no need for the ground I’m lost and I am losing you Off with my head now the cold’s claimed my bed To a grave of my choosing As the bubble burst I was marvelling how well it worked As the market crashed I was buying everything you had
6.
Better Man 03:38
I will be a loving man I won’t be the one I am I will treat you like I should I won’t treat you like I did I am careless and unkind Owner of a selfish mind But I will be a better man If you ask me to stay, you ask me to stay For some time i’ve willed myself To turn into someone else Don’t know if I can succeed But I know who I want to be I am careless and unkind Owner of a selfish mind But I will be a better man If you ask me to stay I know who i was before Don’t know if I’m him no more But I know that i want to be forever in your arms, forever in your arms
7.
Don’t you come running, I’ve got a gun and The will to sink you into the ground So deep that you won’t ever be found There’s teeth in the clouds, they’re weighing them down They’ll tear as sharp as nails ripping through I’ve a roof but I’ve no room left for you I’ve known love and I’ve known harm Big my heart it swelled so soft and warm Oh you took an oath you tore in two Bitter resin formed to stone it grew How weak and unguarded, the happy heart is With no safety net to save against it all And no arm to raise to parry fists that fall The seeds you have sown, They have grown they have grown In my hands the harvest’s waiting here for you When I see your face I’ll grant you your due I’ve known love and I’ve known harm Big my heart it swelled so soft and warm Oh you took an oath you tore in two Bitter resin formed to stone it grew
8.
Coward 03:25
To be happy one must break a knuckle now and then An honest heart will come to blows with many men Honesty must navigate one through the darker nights It’s gaze looked upon and mirrored back with all it’s might Oh i am a coward, To live fear must be devoured Else your looking glass will haunt you till you lose your mind Your reflection stare you down until you shut your eyes Regret tunnels deep within and withers you away You’ll be mourning for what might have been on sunny days Oh i am a coward To live fear must be devoured Oh i am a coward To love fear must be devoured
9.
I’ve been sleeping too soundly oh I’ve been too sure of the ground I walk on I’ve been talking too proudly Oh I’ve been too confident of my welcome But it only takes one fall To prove that it can all fly away And once proven you can lose Doubt grips hold of you and it’ll stay I’m not cut out for failure I can’t get used to the way that it feels I won’t get better at losing Just cos I’ve learned in time I’ll heal Oh it only takes one fall To prove that it can all fly away And once proven you can lose Doubt grips hold of you and it’ll stay If I had what you had, I’d be so scared to lose I don’t think I could ever win If I had what you had, I’d be so scared to lose I think i’d just give in
10.
The hardest thing is to go and to stay gone Give you your space not add to the confusion To weather the cold that has grown in my home and the bed I made I never found a thing easy about walking away The hardest thing is the urge to be near you Knowing the hurt that you feel and the fear too Knowing that i’m not the one that can comfort you anymore Cos I am the one that brought all of this to your door And the hardest nights when all sleep has been stolen When the ghosts terrorise and your soul is torn open Though you want nothing more than to take back it all and undo all you’ve done Still doesn’t mean that you made the wrong decision The hardest thing is the hole that's created The absence that grows till your heart's inundated Hope the time will come soon when the silence that looms isn’t all I hear I know it’ll come but I don’t think that time is near

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Ben Rubinstein - Vocals, Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitar, Bass, Piano
Dan Blackett - Drums, Hammond Organ, Mellotron, Samples
Will Thorneycroft - Electric Guitar, Slide Guitar, Autoharp, Cello
Becca Mears - Cello
Emma Kraemer - Violin
Katy Young - Backing Vocals
Rosa Slade - Backing Vocals
Olly Joyce - Drums on track 5

All songs written by Ben Rubinstein,

Produced, Recorded, Mixed and Engineered by Dan Blackett
Additional engineering by Will Thorneycroft
Mastered by Denis Blackham

Recorded at St Barnabus Church (Dalston), St Mary’s Church (Teynham), Dan’s flat and Becca’s house.
Additional Mixing on tracks 2, 4 and 9 at Soup Studio by Giles Barrett

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released March 25, 2016

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Benedict Benjamin London, UK

Benedict Benjamin is Ben Rubinstein, formerly of The Mariner’s Children and Peggy Sue
(Wichita). His debut album ‘Night Songs’ is a collection of timeless compositions recorded in a
series of churches, bedrooms and kitchens across London and Kent with producer Dan Blackett
(Landshapes, Bella Union).
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